Journey to get lost

Next day started little late woke up at 11 and went to arambol. The reason I went to Goa was I wanted to experience arambol. Took bus from vagator to mapusa and from mapusa to arambol. After reaching arambol I had some food and just start walking, from beach to local home and wherever the road was going I was just walking and while I was walking without knowing where I was heading toward, I just realized that life is just like this we think we know where we are going but in reality we don't even know where we came from and where we will go and living this very brief amount of time here on Earth. And some people live so ignorantly as if they will stay for forever. Also I have found that people while traveling opened up little bit they accept things as it is and be themselves. We have forgotten that life itself is journey because of which all this depression talks going around. So after sometime I decided to visit banyan tree baba, I had to hick to reach that place not that long hick but it was nice. When I reached there I saw baba sitting in Padma ashana with other bunch of people there were this one Nepali guy who was singing and shouting and welcoming guests in his own way. Some people might miss the energy of the place seeing people screaming singing and smoking weed but one need to see beyond that. It takes enormous integrity and devotion to maintain sadhana with kind of  people around who don't understand what you are doing, I could feel his silence and presence. Sat with him for sometime bow down to him and and came back to sweet lake, did my practice after finishing my practice I sat there enjoying the vibe and sunset. While looking at sunset it brought me back to my memories of my village where I used to sit alone at field and seeing of sun and also seeing flok going back to their homes. Seeing flok always made me think how birds have unity and human don't may be because we have become so ignorant that we are ignoring everything profound and getting tangled up with our compulsive action thinking compilation is freedom. Well after the sunset I explored hippie market and went to my friend's place at her place she shared her experiences with life and and his other friends came we talked about northeast and other random stuff. And from there we went to shack I have forgotten name of that shack there we spent sometime and went to blacksheep Shack there I happen to meet this person from Israel and he recently been to kailash so I asked how was it and he started telling me his experience just listening to it I got chills because kailash is something I dream to go someday. After sometime we went back to my friends place and slept and yes my friend gave me a gift which she crafted, I really loved it. And that's how my Goa trip got over. I am not really good with grammar and writing. Please pardon if there is any mistake. Loads of love to you ❤️💞🙏🙏🙏

Namaste! So Goa it is, my perception of Goa before going there was different and now after being there I have deferent perspective about it. Before I start I want to share why do I travel, so for me it's not about the place but it's more of the journey within, since I travel alone most of the time I am silent so you discover yourself and break the bondages or comfort zone as you face the challenges and more I travel more silent i become. And more silent i become more I realize and listen and become aware. Now let's come to Goa diary 😊 so I took bus from Bangalore and I arrived in panjim at around 7 in the morning and since it was my first time I did not know how to go to vagator as my hostel was in vagator also I am in budget so can't spend much always had to take decision weather bus or walk 😁😁  and there is no way that I could afford private cab. Traveling in budget is all different adventure and experience. I went from panjim to mapusa by local bus and from mapusa to vagator another bus, I couldn't check in to my hostel yet because it was to early and check in time is 12 p.m. so I decided to go see the and it was my first time seeing ocean. When I saw the ocean everything shrunk within me, my thoughts and whatever I saw in picture and videos and the way I thought it would be. Something hit me so hard just like when see himalaya, it made me feel so tiny and I become more silent so I just sat beside the ocean on a rock kept my bag aside feeling the breeze and listening to ocean. I did not felt like long 2 hours but it was like only 2 hours, you know the difference. Checked in to hostel and freshen up and slept for sometime, woke after sometime and called my friend to come and see me, lot's of brothers from my village are in Goa so me and my friend went to their room, they asked to spend the night with them I agreed to that. I wanted to enjoy sunset so me and my friends went to vagator beach drank some beer and dived into ocean. I knew that ocean water is salty but may be because I was drunk or the excitement of going into ocean made me forget it's salty and some water went inside my mouth and since I was not mentally ready for that kindda salted water I choked very bad 🤣. Enjoyed sunset and bath in ocean. At midnight around 1 a.m i started walking towards arambol because non of my friends were ready to go as they were scared of police and arambol but one of my brother got ready so luckily I found a ride and it was so fun riding bike at midnight. And yes cop tried to stop us but we were not in mood to stop so 😁. Finally reached arambol and meet my friend and went to a place call blacksheep, that place was packed with all crazy people, some of them were singing song some of them were kissing their girl and some of them just chilling. Spent sometime there and went back to vagator and went to sleep.